Parkland Strong - Trauma story
Parkland Strong. Photo by Sharon Aron Baron.

By: Matthew Udine

Matthew Udine

Last year, I set out to understand how my local community was dealing with the traumatic events that took place on February 14, 2018. In conjunction with Parkland Cares, a local nonprofit organization, I collaborated with the mental health professionals servicing the community and observed elevated levels of isolationism, substance abuse, and other anxiety associated symptoms.

During the past holiday season, I spoke with affected students returning home after being away at college. They were now reliving the tragedy by merely passing the school and being back in the area.

As the second-anniversary approaches, the nightmare that haunts the community every day is still real, raw, and concerning from a mental health perspective. Valentine’s Day, February 14, to my community, the MSD community, will never feel the same. Anxiety, guilt, and elevated stress levels all resurface during this “holiday of affection.” The continuation of mental health services is only proven more by the lingering memories of Valentine’s Day 2018.

There is a substantial increase in post-traumatic stress disorder cases, according to local therapists. Elevated levels of anxiety, eating disorders, self-mutilation, and attempted suicides are prevalent. These types of symptoms are considered typical as different people process their grief and anguish at varying levels and times. Some are dealing with survivor’s guilt, and others are triggered by common everyday events: A door slamming, a fire engine passing, popping of a balloon, sounds that are normal to most are processed much differently by people who have experienced trauma and its related effects.

Parkland Cares has documented over the last two years that the immediate time period leading up to February 14 has shown an increase in hotline usage and people reaching out for help and stress relief. The Parkland Cares funded hotline is just one community resource available for people looking to get information on mental health outlets.

There are different therapy protocols, and the hotline helps to “peel back the layers of the onion” and guide them to the proper resources available. Whether it be hanging out in a group setting at Tomorrow’s Rainbow “Douglas Den” where they can get therapy and work with an equine specialist or more traditional trauma therapy sessions like offered by Behavioral Health, there are resources that are available to support our community as they continue to heal from the trauma.

With anniversaries heightening the effects of acute anxiety and stress, it requires all of us to pay special attention to any warning signs exhibited. Therapists point out that even years later, survivors of traumatic events continue to struggle with flashbacks and the like. The mental health trauma is very real, prevalent, and, unfortunately, dangerous.

Parkland Cares’ mission is to provide immediate and long term funding and awareness for mental health counseling for the MSD Community. Over the past two years, Parkland Cares has awarded $400,000 in grants to nonprofit organizations to provide mental health counseling to the community. Many of these grant recipients would have been unable to perform the level of services without these grant dollars.

True to their mission, Parkland Cares will continue to provide needed resources for a community that is still struggling to cope with mental anguish. Parkland Cares recognizes the need to increase the availability of counseling and therapy so the community can fully heal. As stated, this will be a long term endeavor as the necessity continues to be there.

Matthew Udine is a senior at the University of Florida, where he is a pre-med student. He is a Parkland resident and 2016 Marjory Stoneman Douglas High School alumnus. His father is Broward County Commissioner Michael Udine, and his mother, Stacey, is an Executive Director at Parkland Cares. After noticing the toll last year’s tragedy took on his fellow Parkland residents’ mental health, he hopes to help people find quality resources.